Wednesday, January 27, 2010
8:56:00 AM
However, I perked up at a gmail email from my DCM teacher, Mr Wong. I have been corresponding with him since ages ago because my presentation is due in week 3 which is this week. He has been very supportive in everything. Some of the latest caring emails are:
And he is so prompt in replying! What a wonderful teacher I have (:
Hmm.. recently have been feeling rather fragile. Crying at the slightest things. Maybe they are not minor matters, but I should have learnt how to be stronger..
Hurt, some forms of betrayal.. etc.
Oh and my daddy has six times the normal level of cholesterol! Which makes him a potential blood vessel bomber.
Is this going to be like 2007 all over again?
Why 100% is so hard to achieve?
Is it my fault?
Those are history.. I have a hard time handling your history..
but at least I will not say i do not give my 100%.
I still give my 100% no matter how hurt or vulnerable I am.
Up to the extent that I feel embarrassed.
And I do not think I have hurt you in any way, not on purpose.. and not directly.
Maybe I am a horrid person. A brash, loud, irritating, big sized, timid, uncaring, uncouth.... walking dinosaur..
It is hard being torn into two sides.
Plus the guilt over some things..
And this semester is such a sucky semester. I will be glad to get a GPA of 3.
Kudos to me. (I was going to rant like a crazy bitch but thanks to the email, I mellowed.)
``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-
