Sunday, June 20, 2010
6:12:00 PM
Even with whatever hurt I have gotten from that previous relationship,
I still love him in a certain way.
Even though we can never be together ever.
But I will still prefer to love him silently.
Despite the reality that we are not fated to be together at all.
So the rest of you, don't ask me to move on.
Because I won't. And can't.
I am not foolish. My favourite phrase: 容忍的人并不笨，只是宁愿对自己残忍。
I am a different person now. Even more alientated than before.
I am choosing to be single forever. It is okay.
And referring to the post about "seeing is believing. I cannot find my heart.", I guess the reason why I cannot find my heart is because I left it somewhere.
The gif image he made for me.. the photographs together.. still tug at my heart.
The name he gave me.
I want to say this to him: "Thank you for trying your utmost to accept me. I know it really takes much effort and love for you to accept me for who I am. I am sorry I cant be the girl you want. Like what you have said, it is too late. I hope you will find someone who you truly love and accept."
This post is moved to June after we broke up, because these were actually my feelings back then.
``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-
